I'm sorry, i really am. I know sorry doesnt cut if for you, but I really do not know what else i can do for you. I've screwed things up for you, i've ruined your life, your happiness. I'm really really sorry. I'm hating myself for all these, i promised to make you happy, but i never did. I'm just really glad that our path crossed. 已经删除了你发的所有简讯。不是要逃避,也不是要忘记,而是想把一切美好回忆冻结在心中。能认识你是我这生中最高兴的事。短短的一个月里,你给了我无数的欢乐。真的很难想象。我会试着去适应没有你的日子,也会试着不要让眼泪流下来。我永远都弥补不了这一次的错误。对不起,真的对不起。。。
十月五日二零零八年:我们初次约会。
十月十日二零零八年:你给了我短暂的幸福。
十月十一日二零零八年:你让我笑了,也让我哭了。
十月十九日二零零八年:一切都成为了过去。。。
* It's painful....really painful. I'm missing you so much.... *